10.5.07

yest was like i think one of the lower days in my life. its act the lowest day of my adelaide life so far. dunno why. it was jus UBER depressing. i jus din talk much, din laugh at all.. smile jus a bit here and there.. it was jus screwed man. think it musta been jus cooping up in my room for too much. bloody hell man. its like my room's my jail cell. last time i was with my aunty, that was alrite.. cos like it was more than a house, it was a home. even if i got too cooped up in my room, i could walk arnd, go find food, watch tv comfortably and all. here its jus abit too crazed lah.

gerry had a gd suggestion.. get out of the house.. go ta library or sumth.. cos i needed to study. i think im burning out. for some strange reason. so like im damn tired of studying.. then on top of that, see these depressing walls surround me.. it was CRAZED man.. and yeh. i REALLY REALLY REALLY miss everybody back home.. i wanna come home soon damnit!

anyway.. sumth real funny happend today. well my mom's boss was in town visiting her son. so she called me out for lunch. we arranged to meet outside starbucks at 1pm.. and i wanna make a gd impression so i got there early by what. 10 mins? and jus stood outside and waited.. then l8r, this lady walks out of starbucks and jus stands there. and its damn funny.. cos we were both jus waiting, staring at opposite directions. then i was like shit man. did i get the time correct? so i rocked up to the lady and asked her for the time, and she said oh, its 1pm. and i was like thanks. im jus waiting for someone. then i walk back to my spot, which is like 2m away? then i start thinking.. wow. i havent met aunty gangadei for like damn long lah! i oly met her once.. then i was like hmm.. how does she look like? yeh yeh.. short.. indian.. and then i turn round to the lady and went.. aunty gangadei???? and it was her!!! ahhahaha! so we stood there, like idiots, FOR TEN MINUTES, for each other! when we're like what.. just TWO METRES AWAY?!?!?!? HAHAHA!!! but anyhow, lunch was good.

hmm.. what else have i been up to?? oh yah! im tryin ta learn this malay song, called kau ilhamku. translated, it means you're my inspiration. its like the qing fei de yi/ an jing of malay songs.. and like shit man. u noe how sometimes when u do direct translations, its either the meaning is totally off, or u get some screwed up shit? there's a line in the song.. it's "meraba aku dalam kelam" and when u directly translate that, it reads, "i have been molested by u in the dark".. HAHAHAH! my bro told me and i jus DIED laughing man.. he's been tryin ta teach me how ta sing the song. so its all cool..

should pretty much head back to work.. peace out!

BOOYA!