15.3.07

hmmmm... i dunno.. i thikn maybe i'll scrap the shaving part.. i was jus lookin at my tail and man! i've spent so long tryin to grow a nice tail... maybe i wont shave.. and i think i'll look like laughin buddha also. hahaha! ok.. i jus gotta do sumth with my hair man. its startin to grow really long. ah but hell. to shave or not to shave.. tsk tsk..

was sitting arnd in my room and i saw my old book of poems and one liners.. flipped until i saw one of my old poems written.. somehow that feeling never disappears.. it comes round, goes past and comes round yet again..

For nights I dwelled on what you said,
Now I just wished you'd known how I felt.
If I said it now, would it change a thing?
Would it matter if you knew I was suffering?
Or would you just turn and walk away
Pretend you didn't hear a word I said.

Further into the sinkhole I sank,
Emotions devoured me from deep within.
From the depths of my soul you tore me up,
Left me in shattered pieces, you made me wait.
Why did you have to leave me in this state,
Where I'm still picking them up to date?
Maybe it's for the best you left me here,
In the darkness I will find ground again.

wow.. i was inspired at that time man. its funny how u write it in a fit of explosion. then its uncanny how when u think back, hey, that wasn the first time i've felt it. its pretty descriptive in the past, the present and damn possibly, the future!

i'll post another poem soon.. it was written durin the time where i blogged the 'superman series' in 2005. a very 'reflective' putter downer kinda poem. it was a dark period of time, 2005. but well, bounced back to become stronger than ever

BOOYA!