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15.4.06 i jus realized that all the laws that binds things always have some kinda condition... or an assumption.. n so basically, i wrote the song bout the law of expectations... n for the law of expectations, the fundamental assumption is that feelings are not considered... hahaha... the feelings u get wen u really try not to expect sumth.. hahahah. quite funny. its like sometimes u really try not to expect anything.. but u cant help it n feel like shit.. oh well.. things have been pretty fine... really exhausted from thurs trng.. it almost skinned me alive... my body's starting to break down... but im tryin to combat that bull shit... mentally jus tryin to push myself... n resting like mad.. still got nat jrs competition on sunday.. discus... wah sia lah... i want sumth to happen.. I DAMN WANT IT DAMN BADLY!!!! i feel like a sitting duck.. the kind where it sits on the fence... n the one who sits on the fence always gets shot down first.. its disheartening. its distracting. but i cant help it. tryin so hard to conc on sunday n tues which is the first day of hockey season... VS VJC!!! argh! sigh.. cmon cmon. fighter spirit! i dun want a dejavu of kim n char... pls pls pls pls...... BOOYA!
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 About Me FT, da BFG 23july (celebratin it wif the sch..) mg4b5 :) acjc 1SE2(term1) 1SE1.. PA overseer (in mg.. not ac) track n field shot put, discus damn tired  save the beer for happy occasions, the cutter to cut paper, and the pills for headaches.... "Don't laugh at me, don't look away..." nada tendria sentido, si nunca te huberia conocido a strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.. but a woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone girls are a whole bunch of trouble... but some are worth it..  gerry xian chare luddy aunty aloysius amanda andeous arthur ban char celeste da jie(lyd) eddie gilly jia yi jiazhi jodine(da di) joshua joyce k ky kay limin mel nic nicky cheng nette pammo qying rae reena robyn sam mei shivali shuwei silas steph tong toren weizhi zoe
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