8.2.06

had game vs police jus now... whoa man... that one.. was psycho for me. it was pretty bittersweet.. my performance was pretty gd. n so was the team.

they won us 8-0. it was a pretty cool way to end the u21 tourney.. we's gettin better. communication's better. but there's still alotta room for improvement... it was damn bittersweet for me. its like the team did well as a whole n individually, i did a pretty gd job but then again.. i din really. cos i let my anger and frustration get to me.

after this match, i really got things to improve on. cant let things get to head so easily. this is like oly the 3rd time in my whole life i've let frustration get to me. wah lao.. its damn bad lah. really cannot conc. u try damn hard but somehow it all jus fails u for some strange reason.

gotta improve on communications with my defenders.. communication with them is pretty well. i shout, n they pretty much respond to where i send them to defend attackers... but like yanglei was sayin that its gd that im communicatin with them, but maybe the bad side to my comm is that its done slightly too late.. like the ball is in our 25 yard line then i start screamin to my defense. another one is that i gotta learn to read the game better. i can see things pretty clear from my angle. so yeh. call out more. n when the ball comes into my area, really must noe how to read the balls n stick.

there are alot more things to improve on oso lah.. but these are the ones that i rmb the most clearly from this match. somemore will surface soon, but these stuff are like damn damn impt.. bleah. really gotta push myself more. but i realyl pray to God i jus dun burn out. pls pls pls...

BOOYA!