25.10.05

things are hard now... things are shit hard.. its so psychotic.... i mean.. things pop up rite? but its like all so unexpected... but ur jus supp to jus live life as it is and move on and let it not affect u? well... i cant expect much... i got oly 1 AO level pass... kinda expected in a way? sigh.. retention seems inevitable...

praying hard man.. tmr results are coming out if whether i get to promote, put on probations or retain.. but we all noe that the first option is def out for me.. im really prayin that i get a chance to do S papers... supp pappers! haha! but yeh.. ir ealyl dun wanna leave AC man.. pls no....

hmm.. i jus realized sumth.. well i mean, now i kinda am able to put it in words, the nature of true friendship... the kind btwn REAL best friends... i'll use an analogy... the world' s shit cruel aye? its shit hard and it's jus like out to get u, to break u.. ur shit afraid of what the world's able to do to u, but still, u walk out and try to brave whatever that blows ur way.. why?? well.. thats cos, u noe, full well, that at the end of the day, no matter how much the world breaks u or tries to rip u apart, u have a best friend that will always be there for u no matter what the world does to u both.. ahh... the wonderful balance of nature in friendships... I LOVE U DUDETE!!! wider than my arms!!! higher than the sky!! bloody hell lah.. i jus love u... if u ever forget anything and everything... dudete.. jus rmb... i love u...

BOOYA!