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24.8.05 jo's in a coma... she was restin.. slpin.. n her head tilted to the side but she din have enuf strength to tilt her head back up. suffocated herself on the pillow, cutting oxygen supply to her brain... night time's fallen.. its bad shit.. im damn scared everytime night falls. i cant slp.. i jus lie on my bed.. staring.. waiting.. thinking... it overwhelms me to the point of feeling queasy.. i shrink away as much as i can, away from everything.. i crawl to one side of my bed n jus shiver there, waitin for the sun to rise up once again. im so scared.. im jus so scared... under my smiles n laughter, i hide sumth that's deep n dark. my one true feeling that i really try my best to hide. in my state of vulnerability, i will lose it all. i live in constant fear.. but yet i need to keep strong. im jus sooo fearful.. so so fearful......... BOOYA!
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 About Me FT, da BFG 23july (celebratin it wif the sch..) mg4b5 :) acjc 1SE2(term1) 1SE1.. PA overseer (in mg.. not ac) track n field shot put, discus damn tired  save the beer for happy occasions, the cutter to cut paper, and the pills for headaches.... "Don't laugh at me, don't look away..." nada tendria sentido, si nunca te huberia conocido a strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.. but a woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone girls are a whole bunch of trouble... but some are worth it..  gerry xian chare luddy aunty aloysius amanda andeous arthur ban char celeste da jie(lyd) eddie gilly jia yi jiazhi jodine(da di) joshua joyce k ky kay limin mel nic nicky cheng nette pammo qying rae reena robyn sam mei shivali shuwei silas steph tong toren weizhi zoe
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