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3.7.05 i havent been sleepin a wink for the past few days.... i really try to slp.. i crawl into bed, lie down and shut my eyes but i cant slp. and even if i act slp, which in actual fact is jus dozing, i'll jus wake up again. i feel zombie-fied. my eyes hurt. i need to think. but i gotta stop thinkin. haha. paradoxical ehz? its jus madness. im confused now. but i gotta snap outta it. i dun wanna exasperate pple any further. i dun like it wen pple are angry or sad. i hate it more wen im the cause of it. hmm. wrote a short poem last nite For the past hour I've laid on the bed awake, Feeling that this weight on my chest is too much to take. It engulfs me so much that I can't breathe, Wonderin how much time I have left to live. With my eyes bloodshot and hurting, Is it cos I cant sleep or am I crying? It tears me up from deep within But i know i need to get rid of this feeling. I cant get what I want all the time, So wait I shall for the right person And get out of this hole of slime, Cos I know there's always a sunshine in the horizon. yeh.. i need to slp.. i really need to slp.. i jus wanna hear YOUR voice. but maybe i dont. wotcher mates. keep it cheered.
BOOYA!
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 About Me FT, da BFG 23july (celebratin it wif the sch..) mg4b5 :) acjc 1SE2(term1) 1SE1.. PA overseer (in mg.. not ac) track n field shot put, discus damn tired  save the beer for happy occasions, the cutter to cut paper, and the pills for headaches.... "Don't laugh at me, don't look away..." nada tendria sentido, si nunca te huberia conocido a strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.. but a woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone girls are a whole bunch of trouble... but some are worth it..  gerry xian chare luddy aunty aloysius amanda andeous arthur ban char celeste da jie(lyd) eddie gilly jia yi jiazhi jodine(da di) joshua joyce k ky kay limin mel nic nicky cheng nette pammo qying rae reena robyn sam mei shivali shuwei silas steph tong toren weizhi zoe
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