9.6.05

waddup... had church camp yest.. wow.. it was the greatest.. its like the first camp that has the worship sessions wayyy better than games... the sessions were gd in the sense that u could really feel God's presence in the room.. it jus rocked... not jus one session but all teh sessions.. WAY COOL...

den after i broke camp at like 7...i had ta rush down to the airport wif xian.. go fetch gerry.. tiring man.. we told gerry that we couldn come. haha.. so kah yee had ta go get her.. hahahaha.. it was hilarious.. me n xian wanted to surprise gerry.. it was madness. gerry sooo din seem surprised.. but wad was even more cool was that me n xian has like damn gd telepathic abilities. gerry called her first ta ask if she was comin.. n xian said no.. den gerry called me askin if i was comin.. n i said no.. hahaha!!! damn best lahz! we were all lying to her.. wifout even knowing it! hahah. man.. that was jus perfect.

sent gerry back to her house.. me xian n kahyee. supp to stay over.. but hten me mom din allow.. bein all bitchy bout it.. so i hurried home... and i snuck out.. hahah!! it was madness.. i tell u.. i gotta stop sneakin out.. it hurts my wallet... hahah. we played wif flares... yeh... din slp.. as usual. its bad.. i havent slept well for like a whole week... feel like a zombie now.. yeh...

stuff's been happenin.. i dun like it.. i cant help it.. its a long constant spiral downwards...

loving someone can be done from afar...... if u love her, but she dun love u... hell.. stay behind.. let her go.. that shows jus how much u love her.

BOOYA!