10.6.05

sup mates... things've changed to a diff angle... SHE called.... sigh.. wish SHE din tho... i was gettin along fine.. but SHE had to call.. and tell me all bout HER and HIM... sigh.. i cant take it.. oh well... bein abit unstable here.. jus madness..

i rushed down ta uncle james' office jus to get her call.. after that, went down ta heeren ta meet gerry n xians for dinner.. sakae's...yeh.. it was gd. it was kinda horrible initially.. cos they was happy.. but then i was the one wif the long face.. felt as tho i was wrecking the mood.. yeh.. but i was ok thru halfway.. ate quite a fair bit.. dinner was quite alrite.. as in like i liked the price.. it wasn bad.. it was quite cool. yeh. act, i felt alot better after dinner.. cos i got it out of my system.. n i paid for dinner. ahha. yep. after dinner, we bought some supplies and headed for mt faber.. its a nice place.. yeh..

im headed off ta bangkok in a few hrs time... sigh.. temptation island.. oly 2 pple will understand wad it means.. right mateys?? ahha. i really dun wanna go.. i dun wanna face that temptation.. sigh.. its pure madness.. why why why... first time im actually resisting.. wad's wrong wif me?!!! but i cant.. i cant. gerry n xians... thx alot guys.. alot alot alot alot alot... highly doubt i'd be able to live thru the night if i din talk to u guys.. buggeration.. gotta live thru a few more days of temptation island.. i gotta come back in one piece mates.. i WILL make it thru.. ROOOOAARR.. hahahahah.. aiight.. im off to attempt to slp.. u guys watch yer arse.. gdnite mates..

BOOYA!