21.6.05

last week of hols... its damn mother depressin.. im at a low pt... i need to get out.. of this sinkhole i've dug deeper into.. superman was in mid air wen he got too tired.. n he jus stopped flying.. he falls from grace, away from human face, he plummets and spirals. he screams but no one hears.. all he hears is air.. he opens his eyes, but he sees darkness. he lands hard on the cold pavement, knocking all the wind out of him. taking a short breather, he tries to get up, but collapses again. he gets up once more but once again his knees fall out from under him. what happend to superman?? is he losing his grip? he gets onto his knees, and calls out.. there's no reply. he wonders what happens to his powers... he calls out for answers and yet again he gets no reply. he looks arnd at his surroundings.. he realize he's right in the heart of new york city. but there's sumth strange.. everything's in black and white. there's nobody. no cars, no people. there's no sound.. and the silence deafens him. all that's left, is him and the cold cold city. he runs arnd, trying to find a warm soul... but he finds none. he runs back to his apartment, louis is missing. he screams.. this is a nightmare.. he pinches himself but he doesn wake. he walks around the city cold, miserable, lonely and powerless. he jus keeps walkin and walkin and walkin. he's running on empty, no motivation at all to fuel him but he keeps walking.. he falls to the ground n cries out to the heavens to save him. again all he hears is himself.. he lies down, half waiting to die half waiting for a sign of light. he knows his time is not up, but he's too tired... he jus closes his eyes and wait.................

BOOYA!