27.6.04

oh... shit.. i jus realized sumth very very impt... sch's startin tmr... how the hell am i gonna watch euro 2004???!!! arrgghhh!!! grr... BURN THE SCH DAMNIT! haha. must be wonderin wad type of idiot i am. haha.

stuck today at home. i chose to get holed up here lah. my mom n sis n aunty out watchin shrek 2.. gave up my seat to my aunty. yeh. copied physics n stuff instead. yep. quite alrite i guess. i think im startin to get serious. mebbe. jus mebbe. com uma forca! haha. oh yeh. chiobu. i'll get the vid soon aiight? gimme awhile. tryin ta get rae to burn it for me or sumth. yep. or mebbe i'll jus do it in sch. yep.

i read in 'emotional intelligence' abt everybody having a reptillian brain. cos like if u disturb a snake rite, its first instinct is ta kinda lash back. it doesn go like oh wait, d guy's lee kuan yew. if i bite him, he mite not be able to turn s'pore to wad it is now... IT JUST BITES. so yeh. lets say u was drivin yer car down PIE. den like some idiot truck driver comes from behind on the left lane ta overtake u n ur jus bout to filter left (u overtake on the right btw.. left is dangerous). ur first reaction is dat ur shocked.. den u get angry n u start cursin at him n try ta piss him off by purposely slowing down, jeopardizing ur safety as well.

if u can understand ur emotions n realize wad ur feeling at dat pt in time, things will change out differently. wen the driver cuts u off, u feel scared. ur heart beats faster, u break out in2 cold sweat. but the thing here is dat u noe dat ur scared. so instead of gettin angry, u wuld calm down very soon. n den u'll say, i hope that SOB drives properly n not endangerer any motorist. so u walk away from it instead of starin at the bull rite in its eyes..

haha.. the brain is SUCH a complex thing.. specially wen u factor in emotions.

BOOYA!