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9.6.04 noe wad? i jus realized sumth.. real serious. if i dun get my back in2 shape soon, i'll really gonna have to kiss track n field nats dis yr goodbye. i trained so hard. try n get wad i want. neva, eva, EVA, have i wanted sumth so badly, dat i'd spend so much energy n effort on dis. N DEN WAD DO I GET?! I GET A GOD DAMNED F-ED UP BACK. i cant sit! i cant stand! cant bend down! cant do dis, cant do dat! WHY?! all i wanted to do, was to show dat it was a bad idea to close track. well, mebbe it isnt. i cant direct it at the sch. i wanted, to beat the sch record. i din do it the last time. fine, train harder dude. den dis whole back business comes up. dere WERE many things i wanted to do, and get done. n nobody can say dat its all empty talk. i trained! i god damn freakingly trained! i trained so hard! its nerve-wracking, every single day dat passes, knowin dat dere's trng, but guess wad? ya cant go! ur hurtin so much, ya cant even do a sit-up! every 30 mins of maths u do sittin up, u spend 15 lyin down. dat's not fun! not even in the hols! wad's wrong wif me?! sigh.. dere's nothin much i can do.. nothin much anybody culd do. i jus wanna get up, pain-free n go joggin. wait. lets jus start wif walkin. do some sit ups.. get back to trng.. give chloe, kor, n priscilla a slight run for their money! im in pain.. in so much pain.. worst pain i've encountered so far in my 15 plus yrs. physically yes n emotionally. hurts worse den a breakup. i feel helpless but not yet hopeless. not all's lost yet dude. keep the faith! psycho ramblin mind.... feels much better now.. haha. quite mad.. BOOYA!
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 About Me FT, da BFG 23july (celebratin it wif the sch..) mg4b5 :) acjc 1SE2(term1) 1SE1.. PA overseer (in mg.. not ac) track n field shot put, discus damn tired  save the beer for happy occasions, the cutter to cut paper, and the pills for headaches.... "Don't laugh at me, don't look away..." nada tendria sentido, si nunca te huberia conocido a strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.. but a woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone girls are a whole bunch of trouble... but some are worth it..  gerry xian chare luddy aunty aloysius amanda andeous arthur ban char celeste da jie(lyd) eddie gilly jia yi jiazhi jodine(da di) joshua joyce k ky kay limin mel nic nicky cheng nette pammo qying rae reena robyn sam mei shivali shuwei silas steph tong toren weizhi zoe
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